Here I am... master of words, speechless. There are no words in the English language to convey the feelings inside of myself. It's all swirling around in this weird emotional stew. I am about to embark on an all new journey... a journey of growth... of overcoming fear... coming into my own... learning who I am and what it is that I feel that I need to do... but most of all... a journey of teaching myself happiness. How to be happy, to feel happy, and to recognize happy when it's sitting right in front of me. I will no longer be afraid of being content, because I will be sure to pair contentment with happiness always. Not one without the other.
I got told good job today by my base supervisor. Insane. He also told me that he's seen an improvement in my demeanor. Weird. This week has been pretty easy on base. And Monday night, I bought a new car!... well new to me. 2008 scion tc!!! Yippee!!! It's charcoal grey and a special edition series :) I have to say it hasn't been bad this week. One more day!!! Ok I'm falling asleep typing.
"Until the sun rises in the West and sets in the East, until the rivers run dry..." scary. I'm falling asleep typing. Good night.
